I am not one of those moms that drops off their kid when they go on vacation and skips away happily. Things would be easier if it was like that....
Eddie and I are leaving tomorrow morning for Utah. I am calling it our Babymoon. Cal spent some time over at my parents' house today since we had a showing and I went over when he work up from his nap. I was all weepy starting from when he went down for his nap, and it's been downhill since.
I put him to bed in their crib (and let me tell you-- he LOVES being over there. LOVES it), and started bawling. It hasn't stopped yet. I am such a baby.
My sweet little Cal Boy is going to have the best time over at Grandma and Grandpa's house, and I know he will, I am not worried about him....I am worried about me!!!! The last time we left him we were headed to a tropical island where the rum drinks were flowing, and every time I started to miss him, I would order another drink (makes me sound pretty bad, huh?). This time, Eddie will be skiing all day and I will be.....?? Resting? Sleeping? Walking around? NOT drinking! And NOT thinking about Cal....right?!?!
So anyway, I am going to take my blubbering self upstairs to finish packing and then I am going to bed early. I am going to need lots of rest to make these puffy eyes go down :) I am such a drama queen-- don't you love me??
PS-- I would love it if any of you reading this that can sympathize would comment telling me that I am not alone....thank you :)